frequency

For a long time, enough was once a week. Even then, I had to make an effort, sometimes. I was over-medicated.

Now enough is twice a day. My hands usually smell like it.

For a long time, he wasn't allowed to come when he was behind me. I wanted us to be facing one another. Now, I encourage him to come when he's behind me.

I always need some amount of clit stimulation to come, but I remember one time, when we were on vacation near Yosemite, that I came when he was behind me, and it was a shock, because I didn't think it was possible.

This is really difficult to talk about, though I want to talk about it.